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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2011|10:33 pm]
 *sigh* finally watched harry potter. can't believe it's over!!! D:
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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2010|09:20 am]
 waaaaah!!! it's raining D:
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yaoi con on sat! [Oct. 31st, 2010|03:44 pm]
 maaan this was such an awesome day!! 

got to see Ayano Yamane, Ryoutarou Okiayu (tezuka seiyuu kyaaaah!!!~), Hidenobu Kiuchi, and Hinako Takanaga :D

was so coool!! and the bishounen auction was extrememly fun!!! cant wait to go next year! it's going to be EPIC!!! XD
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yaoi con!!! [Oct. 29th, 2010|03:43 pm]
 going to drive up to yaoicon today!!!! waaaah~~~ can't wait!!!! :D

so many good guests woohooo~ 
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ugh.... >.> [Oct. 25th, 2010|03:42 pm]
 Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened…


Ok, I promise this is the last anti entry I’ll post. It just seriously baffles me how some girls manage to convince themselves that being needy and high-maintenance is appropriate behavior and that the sign of a healthy relationship is one in which the man consistently bends over backwards to accommodate his batshit crazy girlfriend.
I mean, come on. “So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise?” BARF. The bitch described in this convo sounds crazy as fuck, because who wants to date someone whose whole world revolves around yours? Yeah, because 100% dependency totally sounds like grounds for a healthy and successful relationship.
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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2010|03:41 pm]
 “If a set of purple sparkly tights and a velvety dress is what makes my baby happy one night, then so be it. If he wants to carry a purse, or marry a man, or paint fingernails with his best girlfriend, then ok. My job as his mother is not to stifle that man that he will be, but to help him along his way. Mine is not to dictate what is ‘normal’ and what is not, but to help him become a good person.”
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I don't know what to do :: My heart is blistering [Oct. 15th, 2010|03:39 pm]

I can't write to save my life, let alone convince fucking Cambridge a good Postgraduate programme to take me in.

I want this so bad, but I'm halfway convinced all the programmes I apply for will reject me. I AM SUCH A LOSER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...ha....
... :T

/brb head-desking forever
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*sigh [Sep. 25th, 2006|03:36 pm]
 i'm in college now and things are different, moreso than ever before. Sometimes I'm a little in awe of everything around me, how I've come to be here when my goals were always dreams I fell asleep to at night. But now here I am, living a life I'd always only written about.

I wish I could tell you something different for a change, something other than ambiguous trivialities concerning the content of my days. I wish I could tell you that I've met someone with burnt brown eyes and caramel skin who breathes in the scent of my hair at night. I wish I could tell you that someone and I walk to class together with his hand clutching mine, as if any separation between our fingers would make the walk longer and the distance farther. I wish I could tell you that we spend our afternoons atop the many hills of Berkeley, soaking up the dying sunlight as we talk about where we've been and where we're going and how the future is a story we're going to write using the details of each other. But I can't, because I still haven't met someone.

I get the feeling that these words will transform themselves as soon as someone enters my life, and I'm anxious to see the difference. People say that love brings out the best and worst in a person, and I've already seen my worst; I'm anxious to see my best.

But anyways, enough about someone and I. Berkeley is filled with interesting people with back stories that could be made into movies, and I find myself ceaselessly engaged with everyone I meet. Or, at least, most of the people I meet. I'm glad that I moved out and I'm glad that I've distanced myself from people who used to keep me down, because from here all I expect to go is up.
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